Today, I am finally awake! My grandma had passed away on 2nd June 2014. I didn’t want to inform my friends not because I don’t want to trouble them but because I can’t face the reality yet. However, this morning, I am finally awake and ready to face the reality. 梦醒了， 真的醒了. God is good! He reminded me to inform one of my closest friend. So I dropped her a message to connect and to inform her. Besides that, it is also to ask her for help too.
At one point in time, I had hoped that I will fall sick so that I won’t be so aware of what is going on. However, I didn’t, I guess is God’s way to telling me not to run away from reality. However, this morning, I felt PEACE and ready to face it. This is the only one thing that I hope to achieve from the PROMISED! Church Camp and I have done it. Praise God!